Hello.
So - my scale is acting strangely today. It's one of those "no-nonsense, step-on" varieties that has - all of a sudden - begun acting strangely by only turning on if I first remove/replace the batteries.. and then it gives me sporadic numbers by which I cannot quite tell what my exact weight is. Gah! Instead, I resorted to weighing myself a few times until a single, consistent number arose - and then I also pulled out one of my old scales that I have not used for some time for comparison. My results:
Scale #1 (the "bipolar" one, it seems): an increase of 0.8 lbs since yesterday.
Scale #2 (pulled out from the trenches): an increase of 1.5 lbs since yesterday.
Yikes! The difference of either scale (but especially of Scale #2) frightens me a bit... Yet, in a strange way, I'm pleased. Yes, I realize that my weight gain is inevitable, as that is one of my own goals at the moment, but it is always surprising at how quickly the first few stages seem to go in terms of weight change.
I'm frightened of letting go of that identity I mentioned in my post yesterday.
I.
Am.
Losing....
NO.
I am gaining myself.
And for that, I am pleased.
Good day, friends~
*tips hat*
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